Time passes by and the 'problem' still there. It gets so hard to show up my feeling to others, and even to myself.
I tried to convice myself that I'm ok , that everything is ok.. but it isn't and neither am I.
During the last days I've been quite more fragile, in general. My health isn't healthy, I don't want to think about myself in that way, like a 'poor sick and mental moonstruck '. Rehab.. that words has been running through my mind for ages.. but I'm not able to see myself, my life with another point of view.. (the reasons are pointless).
Everything is pointless
