A letter to myself

Today you feel alone, But you gave your best. You never settled. You keep on pushing even when you where left as an outcast. For today, I want you to remind you that. You lived your life fully. You gave everything to your peers. So what about you? You're starting a new path in life. It's hard to see the horizon when nobody holds your hand. But you know what, you have you, and I want you to never settle. You've been crumbled down and tear down by all the people you trusted. Still you have and untainted heart filled with possibilities. You have your schedule, you hvae your goals. If nobody understands that, you're in the right path. All the money you're going to be making is for you only now. You've spent too much in others and very little in yourself. You deserve better. The depression is not over, it's forever here. Don't let the pain get in your way. This time you're not running away, instead, you're making yourself towards your dreams And you will arrive. You have all the potential and skills. It's just a scar that's left now by everyone who didn't deserve you. Forgiving them, but keep going. It's okey. Even you're not sorry, it's okey because you're getting it. Believe me even if it's hard to change you conquered that before. And you know what, you can still improve. This time you're facing yourself inadecuacies, which was being tolerant. From this day on, I will only tolerate what's good for my purpose.